Life Is The Song

Jeff, 17, Christian!
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Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
My Testimony
spiritualinspiration:

” The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning” (Lamentations 3:22-23, NLT).
Isn’t it good to know that no matter what happened yesterday, no matter what you said, no matter what you did, God’s mercy is new for you today? Mercy is empowering. It frees us to make the right choices and live in a way that is pleasing to God. We have to always remember that God is not condemning us. Romans tells us that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ. God wants to love us and equip us to overcome in this life.
Do you need new mercy today? Receive it by faith. You don’t have to beg God to forgive you. He forgives you the first time you ask, but it’s up to you to receive that forgiveness. Open your heart today and receive His mercy. Let Him wash over you with His peace and joy. Then choose to extend that mercy to others. Remember, you are God’s representative in the earth. As you show His love and character to others, He’ll pour out His blessing upon you and use you in ways you never dreamed!

spiritualinspiration:

” The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning” (Lamentations 3:22-23, NLT).

Isn’t it good to know that no matter what happened yesterday, no matter what you said, no matter what you did, God’s mercy is new for you today? Mercy is empowering. It frees us to make the right choices and live in a way that is pleasing to God. We have to always remember that God is not condemning us. Romans tells us that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ. God wants to love us and equip us to overcome in this life.

Do you need new mercy today? Receive it by faith. You don’t have to beg God to forgive you. He forgives you the first time you ask, but it’s up to you to receive that forgiveness. Open your heart today and receive His mercy. Let Him wash over you with His peace and joy. Then choose to extend that mercy to others. Remember, you are God’s representative in the earth. As you show His love and character to others, He’ll pour out His blessing upon you and use you in ways you never dreamed!

And what if I kill myself. How many of you would care? I go to school everyday like a damn zombie; I’m invisible; Every day I wonder whats wrong with me: why can’t I just trust in God and let Him lead me. Truth is i’m scared. I’m scared he’s going to hurt me like everyone else. I’m scared because my faith is too small. It’s too weak. I’m too weak; I know that God is strongest in my weakness I just can’t stop myself from refusing to let God help me. I keep trying to find my own ways to gain happiness and satisfaction but in the end I lose more of myself. Little by little i’m disappearing and soon I’m going to just melt into the world and no one will notice. I’m just not good enough; I’m not popular enough; I’m not godly enough; I’m not strong enough; I’m not smart enough; I’m not obedient enough; I’m not self controlling enough; I’m just not good enough. I never was. There are days like today when I just can’t take it anymore and I wonder to myself; why did God choose me to lead a youthgroup. I don’t set a good example. I’m straying further and further away. I’m dying from the inside out; I just want to drink my sorrows away and let myself bleed out. If only I could muster up the courage to take my own life. No I don’t think it’s right but I don’t want to feel an ache in my heart anymore. I don’t want to be invisible; I’d rather not be here. In all this I realized that what hurts the most is not from physical pain but from knowing you’re unwanted, unloved, and lonely. 

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Grade 12 is too damn stressful. Wanna shoot myself full of lead so I can stop being yelled at. Why am I so proud and arrogant. Damn.

I simply can’t wait for Friday! I finally get to see my beautiful girl outside of church for Artona Grad Photos!!! Thank God for giving me the words to speak to her parents, I can’t say how good God has been to us for the past year and almost 3 months!

The letters she writes to me <3 #cute #sweetestgirlalive

spiritualinspiration:

Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. (Psalm 100:4)

spiritualinspiration:

Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. (Psalm 100:4)